So I have some very unhappy news. I mean even thinking about what has to be said is making tears come to my eyes. I don't even know if I will be able to complete this post. But I am going to anyway.
So a few days ago. My boyfriend sent me a text message. He said that we needed to talk. So I was like okay, usually when a guy says that it's means we are breaking up. So when he got to the house, he came in and sat down next to me on the couch. He said that he wanted to break up with me. I'm not going to go into it because it hurt me and I don't want to remember it. I already let it break me down enough and devour me.
After he broke up with me, I wasn't myself. I stopped working out. And I started playing a whole bunch of Skyrim. It's an awesome game by the way. The opening is a little disappointing but the game play is awesome and I just love bashing peoples skulls in. Creative Ways to Kill A Person should be a part of the game. But then it might be too much like Assassin's Creed. I'm glad that I finally have played it though.
The good news is that a few days after that, the break up I mean. He decided to give us another chance. He said he was miserable because of what he had done. And I don't know. I believe that if your happy with someone then you should be with them. I really like him. I also think we are going to move slower this time around. Last time we moved fast and I think he was expecting things to happen and when they didn't he decided to just let me go. He thought he was going to fall in love and he thought it would happen fast. So yeah, we are working it out. We are doing our best to work it out. I believe we can. And this time, since we are moving slower, I think it feels a little different. We are actually talking more which is nice and it doesn't feel awkward or weird. I feel more like myself now around him.