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Working On Up...!!!

Hey Y'all, 

So I've decided that I've been in a rut for to long. That its time to stop moping around and do something about it to make a change. So there are a few things I want to change. I want to loose weight, particularly in my stomach area and my arms. After having Violet I was at an okay weight but after a few months of not exercising and sitting at desk for work' I have gained a lot of weight. The thing is though, I knew I needed to loose weight before Violet ever came about. I'd noticed some changes in my body at that time of things I found harder to do. A lot of things that didn't use to be that hard for me. 
I also thinkI might want to join a gym. And when I say might' it's a long shot here. I mean anytime I go into the gym I feel and get seft conscious. I can't help it. I know that if I were to go to the gym that no one would be paying any attention to me. But I just don't think I would feel like I belong. Also I would have no idea what…

Ruins of Life...!!!

Hey Y'all'

I know it's been awhile since I last posted. My plan to blog every week last year was such a success. But this year I am just lacking in my motivation and inspiration. It feels like everything in my life is going that way. Lately I feel like I am in a rut. I feel like I can't dig myself no matter how hard I try. I feel like there is something that needs to change in my life but I am not sure what it is. I know it will never happen. But I wish life would get easier.
I know I want to start working out to lose weight. After having Violet my body is not what I want it to be. I am slowly working on my goal of being debt free. I am getting there. It's taking longer than I wanted but I have other responbilities that must come before that of my debt. 
I had a close friend suggest I go back to church. But I have not been there in such a long time. And I have not found one that makes me feel comfortable or like I belong since my high school days in youth group. I mea…