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Ruins of Life...!!!

Hey Y'all'

I know it's been awhile since I last posted. My plan to blog every week last year was such a success. But this year I am just lacking in my motivation and inspiration. It feels like everything in my life is going that way. Lately I feel like I am in a rut. I feel like I can't dig myself no matter how hard I try. I feel like there is something that needs to change in my life but I am not sure what it is. I know it will never happen. But I wish life would get easier.

I know I want to start working out to lose weight. After having Violet my body is not what I want it to be. I am slowly working on my goal of being debt free. I am getting there. It's taking longer than I wanted but I have other responbilities that must come before that of my debt. 

I had a close friend suggest I go back to church. But I have not been there in such a long time. And I have not found one that makes me feel comfortable or like I belong since my high school days in youth group. I mean to be fair. I haven't really been looking to go back but I have thought about it at least. 

                                                                                            

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