Beauty Ink's World

Hey Everyone, So I have some very unhappy news. I mean even thinking about what has to be said is making tears come to my eyes. I don't even know if I will be able to complete this post. But I am going to anyway. So a few days ago. My boyfriend sent me a text message. He said that we needed to talk. So I was like okay, usually when a guy says that it's means we are breaking up. So when he got to the house, he came in and sat down next to me on the couch. He said that he wanted to break up with me. I'm not going to go into it because it hurt me and I don't want to remember it. I already let it break me down enough and devour me. After he broke up with me, I wasn't myself. I stopped working out. And I started playing a whole bunch of Skyrim. It's an awesome game by the way. The opening is a little disappointing but the game play is awesome and I just love bashing peoples skulls in. Creative Ways to Kill A Person should be a part of the game. But then it migh...

Hey Everyone, I was hoping posting about the break-up between my ex-boyfriend and me would help make me feel somewhat better. Help me heal my wounds. But honestly, I don't ever want to love again. I don't know how anyone can deal with this pain. It's gotten to the point where I just can't bear it anymore. I've been through this so many many times and it just get's harder with each new relationship. How do you girls go through it? How do you pass each day with a smile on your face when your heart is broken? Sometimes I wonder how I can even pass the time and pretend that everything is all right. When really, deep down, nothing is ever the same. I've come to the conclusion that this guy had my whole heart. I'd given him my heart and now I refuse to take it back. I don't want it back. Not if it causes me pain and frustration. Besides, I've always been told I'm strong. I thought I could handle anything. But I can't. So I'm doing what ...