On March 23, 2012, Josh and I had our first date. That was nearly six months ago and I couldn't say without a doubt that he is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I've fallen completely smitten with him. He's there when I need him and protective of me and loves me for who I truly am. I am thankful that I met him through work. I am glad that our views are very similar and when we fight, we always come out stronger in our relationship. We never let our fights get out of hand. We always try to talk it out and never let it destroy us. That is whats so great about us. We never let the bad things hurt us. We always come out better in the end and stronger. I guess the love bug must of bit us because we couldn't be happier with each other. I love him so much. I've even come to a very huge decision in my life.
If Josh and I ever get married. I've decided that I will have children with him. I love him that much. The only catch is that if I don't marry him, then I'm never having kids. I don't want them with anyone else. I just want them with him. So I guess my parents still have hopes of grandchildren now, not that they know it. And if anyone knows me, this is a huge thing for me. I never wanted kids but when I'm with him, I love him so much. I just know in my heart that I want kids with him. I guess I don't know...I always thought about it. And I've sort of been at war with myself for some time now but I never actually thought I'd want kids. But I do, but not with just anybody.
I'm happy to say that Josh and I are happy. We've been together for almost seven months now and we couldn't imagine a life without the other. I love him and I'll always love him.