I like so many people have had this happen to them. I'm the kind of person who can put a smile on her face even when they are really hurting on the inside. Now that most of you know this, don't judge me and be like well she is never truly happy if she can smile when she's not. No this is not the case at all. I smiled because I knew if I let the badness in, it would engulf me and never release me and I choose not to live like that. I knew I was stronger than anything that's been thrown flat in my face. And trust me, there's been a lot of times where I wanted to give in and let the blue fog take me under. But I never will let it come to that. I'm not weak. I am strong and I will never let all the bad things that have happened in my life decide my life for me. This is how I live my life, I move one day at a time, taking every day one step at a time. So I guess in my own way, I know what it's like to be something your not or make people believe something when it is false. I guess you could say I have mastered it over the years.
I love Karen. I just love the way they pretray her through this book. She reminds me a lot of myself actually. If there was anything I could do for my friends, I would do it. But I am straight, while Karen is in love with a trad girl. She reminds me of the kind of friend I am, or try to be. I try to always be there for my friends. She's a good friend. She loves her friends very much and she's an all around good person, even if she's dead. She's pretty amazing actually for a zombie. Haha.