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The Color of My Heart...!!!

 Hey Everyone,

These last few weeks have really been something. I'd rather not go into full detail of what is going on in my life because there's a lot. I'll just give you all a hint, I'm having boy trouble. It happens to the best of us I guess. I honestly don't think I should be having this boy trouble right now. But I am really ticked off at the boyfriend.

I have bad news. I just found out from my boyfriend that he wants to break up with me. Of course he thinks it is for the best. But I honestly believe that this is a horrible mistake. I am stubborn so I refuse to let him do this. He said he would call me. I know this sounds stupid and desperate but I'm going to try and convince him to stay with me. I know it will be hard and probably tough on us both but I am honestly not ready to lose him. Now I'm really ticked off at the boyfriend.

In happier news, I am on track with my Goodreads Goal. My goal is to read fifty books this year. I believe I am on number thirty-seven or thirty eight. It's hard to remember since I keep churning out books. I love reading, it help calms me.

I've also been doing some art projects. I wanted to get my dog a crate to put her dog toys in. So I went to Micheals and ended up buying a wood like crate or bucket and a wood crate for my art supplies. I bought some paint and decided I was going to paint my art supply crate first. Maybe I'll put some pictures up of the finished project. I'm so happy. Being artistic has really been helping me keep my cool for the last couple of days.

So I have had been doing everything I can to help me stay sane. It hasn't been easy. I'm stressed. I need more distractions.  It's time to start looking for a new job.

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