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Paranoid Much...!!!

Hey Everyone,

So what has been ticking me off lately. Let me see. Well if I tell you all it might seem like I'm a winy little brat with no life. So let's run through this gigantic list of things that couldn't possibly get worst off than they all ready are. Could August get any worse?

 1) It's August. Which means a lot of my friends are heading off to College. It also means that my little sister is not so little anymore because this is her last year of Middle School. Next year she will be starting High School which is a huge deal. I already told my parents that I'm taking her to orientation.

August is a great time of the year. The world starts to change. The leaves start to change. It's what I like most about the fall season. My birthday is also in the Fall and I get to celebrate my twentieth birthday. Which is very exciting for me. Okay, getting older is a great thing but a scary thing as well. It is kind of terrifying to me but at the same time I can live with it. I know as I get older the wiser I become. Which is funny considering the fact that when your young, you think you know everything but really you don't.

2) September is my Birthday. This makes me happy but I'm worried. You see most of my friends will be away at college, so the only people I will have to celebrate it with is my family. Which is fine, I love my family but I'd like it if my friends could be there too. But I'll be okay if they can't make it because I know they love me no matter what.

But it's still my birthday. Which means another year come and gone. Why do I sound so down about that? Well, I want to do something special with my life. I feel like I could do something special if I really tried. And I don't want to waste my life not doing anything.

I just want to get out there in the world and do something. I keep checking out these volunteer opportunities with animals. I love animals and I believe in protecting the species we are already lucky enough to have inhabit the Earth along with us. I guess you could say my love for animals comes from my Papapa (my mother's father who passed away a couple of years ago) because he taught me how to love the things that are around us . I want to give back to the world. I'd really like to get involved with the Wild Mustang Rescue. I love horses.  But doing any kind of volunteer work that really accomplishes something would be good enough for me.

3) Losing friends. I've gained a few friends back but in the process I lost one friend who I'd known for a while. If I tried to explain why this matters to me. Maybe because his significant other spoke her mind and told me that she didn't him to talk to me. So now I just got to accept it and move on.

I think that's about it. I can't believe I am going to post this. Well I guess I already did if I'm writing it now. So now I'm off to make melted microwave marshmallows. Yum. Yum. Well if you have read through this entire thing then you must be one heck of a dedicated reader or your just really bored.

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